“Don’t ask me
What you know is true
Don’t have to tell you
I love your precious heart
We could live for a thousand years
But if I hurt you
I’d make wine from your tears
I told you
That we could fly
Cause we all have wings
But some of us don’t know why
I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never tear us apart”
I don’t really know where to start with you. I’m not really good at putting my thoughts and feelings into text but I will try. Kodee Maureen Ramey. I have never met someone like you in my entire life. You are so unique. I feel so secure around you knowing you won’t judge me. So comfturable knowing that if I act all crazy hyper you won’t thibk I’m immature or stupid. No other woman I could ever show my true self. I was always afraid of rejection from people about who I truly am. For that I thank you. When we first started talking that night I was pretty positive it was gunna just be one of those one or two day talking things and we would forget about eachother but we clicked so well on the night we met and it was so amazing. But I think we did take it too fast. That’s why I thank god so much that you never did leave on those anger and hatred filled nights. Because we retraced our steps and we are walking the road again slowly making sure that we make no mistakes. I’m so happy with how it is going that I feel one day I would want to marry you. Kodee, you saved me. You fixed my broken plan. Before that night I met you I had been morbidly depressed and contiplated suicide all the time. But you made me feel like I had something to live for. You have opened my eyes to a new path. A path that I’m taking. I know we had our bad times. I know I was controlling and jealous but that’s all gone. Because I know that your mine. That I have you. No one else does. It’s the best feeling in the world. Better than any drug. Any sex. Any high. Your my high an I love you to death. You mean the world to me. I am ready for my future with you right next to me. Hand in hand. Ready for anything. I’m sorry that I can’t explain my feelings well over blog but I thibk you get the idea.
A lot have drastic changes have happened over the past 3 weeks. I mean no one loves change but sometimes its good. In my case it goes both ways but im still deciding how much i truly like it or not but im in decisive. I need to get in touch with my inner self more but its hard when you are surround by mostly negative energys.
c.ross
